long nights in texas
youll never read what
i sent your address
attached a polaroid
of me in september
youre skippin breakfast again
lashing out at all of my friends

long nights in jc
thought id jump
if you made me
kicked out at 16
take trains
thought my brain
might kill me
couch-bed my pillows keep
slipping out from under my head

what can i do to find out
if i ever meant somethin to you?
i fall out of the wrong side of the bed
was it somethin i said?
im just talking to you from inside of my head

YOU WANT THE TYPE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

long flight to paris
next train to london
if i shut my eyes tight
enough would it all just
be so simple
hollow point in my mental
glitch inside of my system
just floating around around around

you want the way that i feel
its in the back of mind
i want it all of the time
i want it all of the time

im tasting blood in my mouth
im seeing ghosts in my house
im stuck but i got it down
im stuck but i got it down

i found a way to make it real
youll never take it back from me

just a second of bliss
is all i ever need
i hit the wall with my fist
until it starts to bleed
its not a total eclipse
but it all looks dark to me
memory of us as kids,
not who i wanted us to be

but i want it
i i i want it
i want it i i i want it